in the episode of “tabatha’s salon takeover” i was watching this morning the salon owner hasn’t written herself a check in 10 years and didn’t have a real home. she slept on the futons in the salon and had all her clothes in the stock room. her young daughter was much more mature than she, and assumed basically all the responsibilities as a manager while she usually sat back and just watched things happen. apparently she had her daughter when she was only 18 years old, so i feel that she tries to hold on to her youth that she didn’t really have and stay in denial when it comes to facing consequences… but anyway i realized that if i wanna be able to run shit in the future i need to stop fearing criticism (cuz lbr niggas is gon hate regardless) and start being more assertive. trying to tell myself that if i fuck up, it’s okay as long i assume responsibility and face the consequences head on so i can learn from it instead of running away from them. bitches get shit done!!!! see there are things to be learned from the hours i spend watching bravo
